Tuesday, July 17, 2007

ugh

I have lost motivation to accomplish anything.

I am hitting a low. I don't know how to climb out of this one.

I pretty much feel unremarkable and without value.

I am dreaming of running away and hiding in a huge city where no one knows me, deleting all record of myself from the internet, from Bellingham, from my family, running from my husband, and disappearing into obscurity.

This is happening all too often, lately.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Remember to ride through the post-vacation blues before you give up on life in general... and i think you have lots of value! Who else would make me get my sorry butt out of the house to go play or laugh at my rotten jokes. Plus you are a royal hotty and FAB-U-LOUS seamstress.

Cheer up, charlie...
Barbara

Mermama said...

Honeychild - this has all the hallmarks of bad brain chemistry... I know cuz I have it. Never forget that you are cherished - by me and by that bipolar pain-in-the-ass you live with. Sew - read - blog - do the things you love and you will come out of this. Whether you feel it or not, girl, you ARE all that and a bag of chips!

WB6NAH said...

Hey BBQ, ILU 2 and you got a mention in my blog this pm. Don't let it go to your head either.